I have worry syndrome.

hey people from the eccentric world...
havent heard from you guys for such a long time...
have been really busy this few days 'working out' to get some beautiful results...
its been an awesome week for me cause of some particular reason that you dont have to know...
and im really into taeyang right now....
his wedding dress song is like stuck in my head...
anyone willing to teach me his dance moves in the MV...
its really cool you know...
he can dance like hell...
oukay lets talk bout some other things before i bore you...
went to the library with my all time fav babes and dudes...
they were really noisy and we get to take some pics there..
it was an awesome day with them...
unfortunately we had to go home early because of some people...
but still had a great time even though there were some _____ moments....
oukay enough of that now lets move on with training on tues...
it was great, at times pris was just too demanding..
shafiq sprained her ankle...so she got to rest alone...hehehe....
and now shes not coming for fri training...
wat the fish la you ass...
i actually wanted to tell you something....
since your not coming so i will have to wait till tues....
arh shit you....
anyways you are sooo gonna miss the fun during training!!!
hahahaha!!!
thats all for today dudes...
have a damn bloody fun time yaw!!!

Though I couldn't bring myself to believe it the first month,
After nothing but crying for the second month
And on the third month, holding onto my whole heart
I tried to meet other people
But I couldn't bring myself to smile
I can't stop these tears
no matter how hard I tried, I keep finding myself looking for you
And even until now, I keep remembering that bright smile
Isn't it pitiful, how did it come to be this way
I'm unable to quite forget everything altogether
There continues to exist an empty spot that refuses to be filled
i'm trapped inside the same lies and the loneliness everyday
it's strangling me, it makes my blood boil
i stare at the phone all day, waiting for you
my heart aches.. even though i tell myself that it's over.