i finally ended everything with those words

Gunshot echoes but at the same time
Papers of life goes swoosh like the wind
I snatch everything away like a poker game
Then I want to regain my power back with my pokerface
Son, yo! If you can't avoid it then enjoy it
Hide your beating heart and breath
It's not all or nothing, so go ahead and call on it
Boom! Throwaway your life along with the sound